Dream Girl

2010-11-03T15:37:00.001+08:00

I want to travel back to time. When it’s always fun fun fun! 2009 was one of the best years. 2010 is going to end soon and everything happen in 2010 make me want to go back to 2009. One of the best moments were during the musicality side.

Everything was just so perfect and fun. No politics involved at all. Right now, everything feels missing. We played Asian Selections in 2009. Then we play again in 2010. Oh the differences. Something felt missing and wasn’t the same. To be honest, I was really looking forward to playing pieces that we’ve played before because of the memories we have. After playing the piece, it just wasn’t fun anymore.

One of the best times were when during a break for some masterclass (i think), the percussionist were practising Cappadocia. Then, some section (i think trombone and trumpet) join soon after. And slowly the band played together. then after we end, we played the same thing again.. it was hilarious when we reach the singing part. everyone was off-key.. LoLs..

Even better was the forfeit games during band camp.. this was a side-track thing.. that was fun and hilarious..

And I definitely miss my batch of Republican Brass.. Even though in the beginning I wanted to quit, but thank god I didn’t or else I’ll regret it all my life.. During all the performances, we bonded pretty well.. We even went to the arcade to play this throwing ball game.. it was fun.. hahahs..

I’m in my final year (considering) so will kinda miss all this fun.. Actually, miss them alr.. haish..

Going to sign-off now.. bye

2010-09-30T11:07:00.002+08:00

It's back to square one feeling miserable all over again..
It seems like there's nothing new..

It's always the miserable feeling all over again..

I'm not like my siblings, who are ready for independent at the age of 19.
It's hard for me.
I don't know why.
Maybe I've been pampered the most even though I don't feel pampered?

Everything starts to look hard..
I wish it's possible to move on from this stage..
Oh life....

2010-09-18T16:08:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I just want to sit in a corner and cry.
Everything seems to be missing.
Everything feels incomplete.
Even with family and friends around me, i feel as though it’s not enough.
No, I’m not greedy.
Sometimes I just feel that I have many friends but how many of them actually talked behind my back?
I’m not denying the fact that I do talk about my friends behind their back but I will tell them sooner or later.
How many of you out there dares to do this?
I bet only like 20% maybe.
Everything seems to be lost, missing, incomplete.
I just feel miserable.
I want to talk to someone but I find it un-comfortable to talk to someone, even with my best friend and close friend.
I want to hug someone but no one is around.
I just felt lost and don’t know what to do.
Maybe I should just stay in my room, give time to myself and think.
Maybe I should not go BBQ with the RPWS peeps..
If I go, feeling miserable, I might bring down some of their fun, maybe?
So, not taking any chances to show up with the miserable face and feeling.
Maybe next RPWS outing/event, I’ll turn up.. :)

2010-08-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

Had a long dayyy… Freaking tired but loving it! Bought a new bed sheet and comforter, paid by mum. And bought new earring, necklace and bracelet paid by me using NETS! hahah! So weird to pay via NETS… But hope it’s not a habit! *prays*

My new set of jewellery

Broke fast at Breeks! Had Baked Dory with Mushroom Cream Sauce and Mixed Berry Milkshake! With Caesar Salad and Waffle Fries for sides. Full like mad! And thank god I made reservations! hehe! But service still slow.. of course, 4-5 malay family made reservation and CWP Breeks ain’t that big. Next time eat breeks, tempted to buy the Salmon Steak! hahaha! Next time la ehhh…

It’s always fun going out with Mumsy and Sis. :)

2010-08-28T01:21:00.001+08:00

Oh wow! It’s been so long I got to use my Windows Live Writer! I miss typing my daily stuff here and rant all I want… Tumblr ain’t that fun anymore… hmm.. Okay, so let’s see what happen in my life so far…

First one, say hello to a year 4 student! yes, i’m going to be a year 4 student, confirm plus chop. I have not finish my portfolio and the dateline was last week. Sad but true.. Going to spend another year just to finish the portfolio… and CE Points.. haish, sedih…

Next, it’s mid-fasting month! And already have two brown baju kurung to wear and an advance duit raya from dad $_$ (rich girl for a moment!) Cannot wait to start doing the cookies! but but, super mad tired with band and urhm… actually only band.. lols… Super cannot wait to play Contemplation composed by Syawaludin Kassim.

Next next, happy girl like mad cause I finally can use my beloved lappie! but that is with the help of NAF! thank you for loaning me your adapter! :)

Next next next, decided to pull myself out as DIDM Camp leaders. I think it’s a waste of time cause I only know like 1/3 of the student leaders. I’m not really that friendly with my coursemate. Sad but true…

Next times four, I’M GOING TO STEP DOWN SOON :)

Okay, that’s all for now… Many loves… And going to edit my blogger… bye!

2010-08-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

I always want be as good as him, as pretty as her, as smart as him, as nice as her.
Why don't I want to be me?
Sometimes I wonder why I hate myself so much.
What did I do to myself that made me hate me.
I don't want to make myself confuse of thinking who's me.
Isn't it easier to follow someone and be like someone?
All you have to do is just copy.
But I don't want to always be in the dark.
I need to find who's me.
So, what makes me, me?

2010-07-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

Tumblr is being a bitch. So I'm back to blogspot for awhile.

TOMORROW IS SIBF!
Only penguin knows how i feeeeel right now...

To my dearest beloved RPWS, LET'S DO OUR BEST TOMORROW!
To my dearest beloved, most lovable French Hornists juniors, I'm glad that you guys continue to be together in RPWS! I hope you guys will continue to stay even after SIBF and grow together with us.

I don't mind what RPWS will get. I don't mind if we got bronze. I don't care how TRCC is going to view us. Getting into Open Division is already an achievement. (:

2010-07-14T14:34:00.001+08:00

It's quite obvious I no longer post here. But I will sooner or later cause I have no time to post any proper update. So I spent most of my time at Tumblr. So, See me at this website

http://nazihah.tumblr.com

See ya around!

2010-05-13T11:37:00.001+08:00

Unknowingly,
I just cried.
Remembering your face just make me cry.
And I don’t know why.

I’m suppose to be over it.
But I guess, I’m not over it.

2010-05-04T11:18:00.001+08:00

Life has been hard.
It’s been difficult.
Everyone see me laugh, smile, being hyper all the time.
But what is it really that I’m feeling?

Trying so hard to be happy is very tiring.
Trying to smile is very tiring.
I need a rest and let go of everything.

I just want to go away without anyone knowing where I’ll be.
I need a space for myself
If only I could leave the house, leave school, leave band.
If only I could…

First Day of School

2010-04-16T11:18:00.001+08:00

It was a fine fine lesson.. Don’t really like the faci that much but he try to be cool like his students but it’s okayy.. My team for today is Daniel, Wayne, Jean and Eugene. I can click well with Wayne and Jean. Daniel is like the little brother that i can always give him my support. Whereas for Eugene, not much i guess. I mean he came late and partial. But, it’s all good. First day, you can’t expect a lot from your team members.

And guesses, we have to do proposal. Band have taught me at least some of the basic proposal. So, it was quite easy to do but what we did is not really much to the faci’s expectation. but what to do, FIRST DAY. :D

And then, there’s band. there’s suppose to be preview for Zaini but end up it was till next tuesday. by that time, mad tired. Always want to go home. High notes was all cocked up. Don’t laugh cause it’s apparently not funny. After the long hours of band, went to BK for dinner. Mad hungry too.. Didn’t eat the whole freaking day.. don’t know why though. :(

That’s all first day.. looking forward to the upcoming few lessons.

Boring life lead to a miserable life.
Therefore, think positive and do something you’ve never done before.
Take the risk.
The risk might be the best turning point in your whole entire life.

-Naz.B

2010-04-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

Feel like changing the blogskin.. or maybe layout... soon.. when sch starts and all the internet connection i needed.. :D

2010-04-08T09:18:00.001+08:00

2010-03-06T22:01:00.005+08:00

I'm suddenly having the love towards babies.. I'm so happy when I see a baby smile or laugh.. it just bring joys to my life.. even though i don't even know the babies.. Please don't be mistaken.. I'm not pregnant okayy.. haha.. they're probably the most beautiful thing that can happen to a happily married couple.. maybe not to married couple but also couples or single-mothers that has done it before marriage.. Illegitimate Child.. But i don't understand why this single-parents would leave their babies dead? The best thing to do, if you can't take care of the baby is to leave it to the orphanage. Those married couples, i hope they won't leave their babies alone.. Always start loving them from the beginning..

Even if you think having a child is a mistake, please do not leave them.. They are innocent.. Always love them.. Because sometimes, their laughter, cries and smile might be your only joy in the world..

I may not be talking sense now but people, please love your babies. They might be the one that you are extremely proud of one day. :)

2010-03-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

I need to rest... Please leave me alone for awhile.. Thank you.

2010-02-17T16:05:00.002+08:00

Almost a week and God knows what i want to blog.. both private and this blog is not updated.. hmm..

2010-02-07T20:23:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to Colin!
Happy Birthday to Farah Fauzana!
Happy Birthday to Ashton Kutcher!
Happy Birthday to Neighbour's Son!

BBQ updates will be up soon okay!

2010-02-03T14:28:00.001+08:00

it has been too long since i last have a proper update.. same goes to the personal blog.. too much stuff to do and think.. it has been quite a stressful 2010 but i hope that it won’t be stressful throughout.. I need my life too you know.. =P

Recent updates..

Last Saturday was picnic with the Beloved People! I thought I was late but I’m so wrong.. I’m the 2nd person to reach.. *-*
We waited for like around 45mins to get the whole group together but without Nas cause apparently when everyone reached, he just woke up.. So we went off first to Marina Bay and waited for him.. We slack there for awhile and took some random pichasss..

That’s Shanawaz a.k.a the newborn Bangla (HAHAH!)

That’s Amir! The expression of the face is sungguh tak perlu! haha!

That’s Kesavan! The person whom I’ve never see for sooooo freaking long!

That’s Levi! The artist of the cake.. =P

That’s Maira! The lovely babe.. oh, not to forget Nash in the background.. haha..

The girls for that day..

The guys for that dayyy including Amir and Nas of course..

Nas reach Marina Bay at around 2.30pm.. Can you just imagine how long we waited for that Fish to arrive? hurhhh…
Of course the normal chats and yadiyadaa.. Grab some food and cookies.. Watch some card tricks by Nash(and he is way better than any other ppl who learn card tricks).. Amir had a very fast birthday song cause the wind was blowing that the candle would not continue to lit.. so we have to cover it with a box, sing a very fast birthday song and he blows the candle… The sabo-ing starts and then each person have to feed Amir cake.. haha.. that was the best part.. lol!

After the cake, the guys went off to buy kite and they went for some kite-flying.. with only 3 attempts, they manage to fly it well.. at the 3rd attempt, it got caught with someone else’s string and the kite string broke and there goes the kite.. Poor Nas.. 12 bucks down the drain..

And that’s how the day was spent.. =)

2010-01-26T09:51:00.002+08:00

The past..
It's all about the past..
The past always makes us sit down and think..
Why was the past that way?
How did that past happen?

Sometimes to even think back
I miss my past..
Not just the childhood that I have..
But the friends that I've meet..
The people that I've loved..

A glance of his face
Brings me back to my past
The past of being loved..

Zai Ci Xiang Xin

2010-01-25T16:10:00.001+08:00

Too many memories
happened in that summer.
It should be full of sunshine
But it was raining in your eyes.

Those beautiful past
that we thought we had forgotten
Was growing on us slowly

If you are willing
To believe again
That I love you
I won’t disappoint you

We should not go too close to each other
We always realize after quarreling
That it’s the summer
that made us lose our temper

Perhaps we were too stubborn
Or perhaps I cared for you too much
That’s why I won’t let go of you

If you are willing
To believe again
That I love you
I won’t disappoint you
I’m still here
in this stubborn summer
There’s storm and rain
Sunshine spreading on.

If nothing could be stopped
I could understand it
I will do my best
to give happiness to you
if you wish to have it

I don’t know what
you are feeling
Not that I don’t know why
you are feeling like this
If you wish

2010-01-16T08:47:00.002+08:00

It has been quite long for not updating..

Just bored with life... Seems like life is pointless..
People say enjoy life to the fullest,
how to enjoy when there are people who are holding you back from enjoying life..
What can I say, life isn't fair..

Currently coughing like mad..
it has been around for almost a week..
but instead of getting better, it got worst...

Today's the band tune in..
Hope there's some last minute turn up.. REALLY REALLY hope so..

2010-01-02T19:00:00.002+08:00

Live pretty suck right now. But am happily moving on with life.. 2009 was a memorable enough to keep me strong to look forward for 2010.. is happy enough that 2010 started with an internet connection but still can't always use it cause i have to fight for it with 3 other siblings.. but i'm sure i have to give in the most cause apparently i went to a school with free wireless access and has own laptop. so there.. I still have to finish work before going home..

oh, i'm not like other 18 year old who went for countdown with her friends. plans were cancelled and was stuck at home. 2010 started good but it gets worst and it's only the second day of 2010. maybe next time, i shall sleep through 2011.. omg, it's only second day and am already looking forward to 2011.. maybe more to looking forward for graduation.. after which i'll get a job and maybe leave home for peacefulness.. it's just planning.. not sure if it's going to happen.. but most definitely to go paris after one year of working.. :)

yeah yeah, keep dreaming.. Dreaming gets you to nowhere.. Always dream it this way, but the opposites happen.. Perfect example was today when dad and mom totally hated me for not going to Aunt Scherry's wedding.. There's no more love in the family.. There's no more love in my life. I almost start to hate everything that happen now.. hate people who make fun of my dad's job.. Look bitches and bastards, i don't care if he's a gardener or a cleaner, as long as he does legal jobs, i'm happy and proud of him cause he kept his ego away cause mom work at a higher position than him.. not CEO definitely not a manager.. she's just a finance asisstant.. and i'm happy.. she got a promotion last year but i don't kow what's her new title.. i don't bother as long as it's legal.. So you bitches and bastards already know my parents jobs, so go get a life and stay out of mine. Thank you.

my love life is on hold.. and will keep it holding cause i'm only and will only wait for that one.

2009-12-21T18:31:00.001+08:00

Erti Rindu Ini – Zara Juita

2009-12-21T11:36:00.001+08:00

Erti Rindu Ini – Zara Juita

Mengapa kau tinggalkan aku ketika cinta ini sedang mekar mengharum?
Sedangkan kau tahu aku tidak bisa hidup tanpa kau disisi.
Jangan kata kau lupa saat-saat manis yang pernah kita lalui bersama.
Kita pernah menabur kasih dan cinta di taman hati.
Kupersembahkan segala yang aku ada untukmu.
Apa lagi yang kau mahu sudah kuturutkan.
Kerana cinta, kasih dan setiaku, kerana janji dan sumpah yang kau lafaz dulu, air mataku berlinangan.
Tapi, kau pergi jua…

Kau kata, aku bagai lilin yang menerangi kegelapan duniamu.
Kehadiranku umpama air di kali yang menyegarkan perasaanmu.
Kau sedia berkorban untukku.
Sedia merawat kelukaan hatiku.
Ku dibuai cinta, kasih, sayang dan rindumu yang luhur sejati.
Tersentak aku dari lamunan yang panjang.
Mawar tanpa haruman tidak mungkin disunting buat penyeri syurga asmara.
Di tangkai jua ia layu…

2009-11-30T14:03:00.001+08:00

Shall not bother to give details of the Kukup Trip.. It’s very boring… The only highlight was the Seafood especially the Butter-Oat Prawns… Other than that, it’s a total bore… Morning and Midnight, the Malays watch Movie. The afternoon and evenings, the Chinese Karaoke… MEMEKAK!

And so last Thursday was the Official Stepping Up and Down Ceremony.
Not much thing happen only there was less people and more food. Oh, lucky Yani never cry which is sungguh bagus. hehs.

Bye Bye Senior Comm! (:

Bye Bye Section-Mate ):

Catch Up

2009-11-17T14:21:00.001+08:00

Symphonie De Republique III – 7 November

Like finally it’s over! Woo hoo! Was mad tired a week before concert and rush like one mad person. Which also equals to migraine and more migraine. The day started of with breakfast at McDonalds. Then I had to rush of to TRCC for publicity stuffs but eventually, all was not there except for Sandra and Dennis. Then do pub stuffs, on with the rehearsal. And that’s when the migraine came back. Was practicing for CPT Yusri’s special item till got migraine because of the ballet part.. After the rehearsals of all sort, lightings, emcee, music was time for lunch. And then off to sew the buttons for Gena’s and Songren’s blazer. I think I can open up a booth for loose buttons. hahah! A quick change with Sandra and check up on pub set ups at FOH. Tuning. Couple last minutes shots before the concert, and the concert commences.

Interval

Met up with Boifies and Lovelies who came for the concert! Thanks so muchies!! Loves Loves!

Concert commences.

After concert, few group pichas with the band. The one and only French Horn alumni, Hafiz Firdaus, came back. Look like one Abang2 tak menjadi. hahah! and and backstage gave yani a soft toy! ZIHA WILL MISS YANI A LOT A LOT! *hugs*

Was busy packing pub stuffs, Hafiz came over and want take picture with me.. AWWW! hahaha! Which until now, have not send yet. tsk..
Oh oh, and hugs! yeay! ahahah! Then finish everything like around 11.30pm ++.. From Jurong East cabbed with Meixian and Sarimah to go home. Someone owe me a hug! HEHES! oh, and biler nak dinner?

Re-Plug Concert - 10 November
Was some sort of like force to go? but did enjoy the whole show though.. Me and Hirda had so much fun laughing at a certain someone. He is very well-known. HEHE! Like the entrance of his song is sungguh tak perlu and was hoping another singer for the encore. HAHA! Ssh Sshh. No offence Mister.

SAF Concert: Man And Nature (Conducted by Maestro Douglas Bostock) – 11 November
Was there quite early cause to collect the tickets. Had few few pictures taken. Sandra and I can’t help it. Douglas Bostock is hot for his age! hahha! and yes, I did cut out his picture from the concert booklet.. HEHE! and that someone nak amek driving license eh? HEH! can drive me to school eh eh.. hahah!

Westwind: Cartoon Fantasy – 15 November
Meet up with people at City Hall and off to esplanade. Watch the concert. Babies and kids are sooooo adorable! hehehe! Then meet up with Sarimah and off to Popeyes at the Singapore Flyer there.. I think we reach there around 6.45pm ahh.. and I had so much fun with Sandra’s camera! DSLR what.. haha.. Was the camerawoman of the day! Sand, waiting for the pictures! :)

Then Eugene brother had to go off cause meeting Sis in-law… then went off to walk2 and went to the Waterfront. That’s where i saw the Yuhua people.. hehes.. Like finally talk with them and was expecting the same questions, “Asal tak join alumni band?” PEOPLE, AFTER GRADUATE OKAY! :)
Hear the Indian Jazz was kind of not liking it so we went of after the first song which equals to 15mins. Take pictures and walk and talk… Then went off with Sandra to home sweet home while the rest continue their walk.

That’s all!

P/S:
And the journey home everyday is getting lesser and lesser people. Ziha don’t like.

You Should Really Know

2009-11-13T10:38:00.001+08:00

Last week when you were cruisin
Your best friend moved to me, one day
I didn't want to tell you
So I just kept it to myself

[Chorus]
You should really know
I ain't playin you
Babe you gotta know
Cause your love is all im living for
And if you look into my eyes and you will know
Oh baby you should really know

I'm mad you think I hurt you
Cause your love means everything to me
And I aint keepin secrets - no no
I'm just keepin to myself

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
Do you think I want you to leave
When you mean so much to me
But if you don't want to stay
Then just let go of me
It would be better off that way
If you won't trust in me
An millions people say
You're the only one I see

[Naila Boss]
Boy you know that I got ya
Anything that you do boy you know I support ya - huh
How could you think I would do this to you
I thought wifey would mean more to you
I aint trying to say I weren't there that day
I'm just trying to say it didn't happen that way
Naila Boss the name is true, the game is true
You know I belong to you, come on

[Repeat Chorus]

-This song is for you… Cause, I think you should really know…-

2009-11-13T10:26:00.001+08:00

SYMPHONIE DE REPUBLIQUE III

2009-11-01T19:31:00.001+08:00

To bangs or not to bangs??
Please ignore the ‘act cute’ face.. I was only sec 4.. =]

2009-10-30T17:34:00.001+08:00

http://symphonie-de-republique.blogspot.com

2009-10-27T15:54:00.001+08:00

I don’t know what to blog about.. Maybe migrating to my personal blog for a while..

Just one thing to say, Sarimah and I almost won $50,000 from the McDonald’s Monopoly Game Deal. FCUK!

2009-10-22T15:07:00.001+08:00

Have not been updating much.. Sorry.. Extremely busy with stuffs…

7th October 2009

Went for HUJAN CONCERT: Mencari Konklusi
It’s kind of like the first time I’m going to hear them cause I’m not much of a fan. I went for the concert also because Hirda asked me and Sarimah to accompany her. So thanks like a lot for paying our tickets! It was extremely great fun-ness cause we get to meet Hujan in person!! I dunnoe them but quite excited to see how they look like. Maner tau handsome2 ke?? hahah! Turns out to be not that bad la ehh.. hehes! They only start to take fun pictures when it’s our turn.. HEHE!

Noh(Vocalist) & Me

Dimas(Keyboardist) & Me

AG(Guitarist) & Me

HUJAN! (Am (Drummer), Izzat (Bassist), Dimas, Noh, AG)

Hujan with US! Part 1

Hujan with US! Part 2

Then we continue on to the concert! It was AWESOME and ROCKING! ahaha! And during the concert is when we girls start goo-goo gaa-gaa the guys! hahah! Sarimah’s BF is Noh, Hirda’s is AG, Mine is Dimas! hahah!

NOH! SARIMAH’S BF!

AG! HIRDA’S BF!!

DIMAS!!! MINE!! HEHEH!!

Cute kan kan kan! But he 30 years old la! Married and 1 Baby.. ):
HAHA!

Then after the concert, there’s a autograph session! We asked for their autograph and rushed home.. The whole thing ends like exactly near 11pm.. They went of home and I went back to my aunt place.. (:

10 OCTOBER 2009

Jalan Raya with RPWS peeps and few other friends.
Suppose to meet each other at Jurong East at 8am.. but HAIKAL, HAFIZ and ZAMEER was late! They reached at 9am. Then onwards to Hirda house. Had Laksa for breakfast. Spend the longest there as they played some games from Wii.. Boxing, Cooking Mama, Golf and Tennis.. hahah! Fun la to see them play like that..
Then off to Nazrul’s Grandmummy house.

Reached Nazrul Grandmummy house around 3.30pm++.. It’s lunch time! His grandmummy cook some noodle dishes(Forgot oredi).. AND NAZWAN DON’T LIKE ME! OMG! Very sad story! Babies and me are suppose to be like magnet but not towards Nazwan.. Haish.. Not my luck I guess.. hahah! Then off to Sarimah’s house w/o Songlin, Beverly and Songren.

Reached Sarimah’s house around 4.45pm++.. Watched BOLYWOOD la siot! hahaha! Even Jun Hao like the song ‘Excuse me to please’.. LOL! and her mom cooked noodle too but we share-share cause still full.. Then Rizuan joined us and Eugene, Sabrina and CPC went off.

Afterwards off to Hafiz and Haikal’s house.. Mom cooked Macroni and we talk.. And there’s a situation when someone almost break the toilet door.. GEE I WONDER WHO?! hahah!

Then onwards to Huda house.. Where everyone start to WAH*10000000… hahha! and when I dropped Sarimah’s camera, which explains the picture below (BUT I REPAIR IT OKAY!)

Then onwards to MY house where someone don’t want to go home and rather watch drama at my house.. LOL!

And everyone went home..

2009-10-12T12:42:00.001+08:00

Hujan updates and Raya updates will be done later… (:

Hujan!

2009-10-08T13:36:00.001+08:00

With Hujan (:

With Dimas!! XD

2009-10-06T15:06:00.001+08:00

Alrighty! Digital Media Technologies today.. FACI DAMN FUCKING WEIRD CAN!! He like sugar rush siaaa! Excited like no one business.. He laugh, the whole class laugh and I was like, funny ah? Ouh, I laughed too.. But more to laugh AT him.. Fucking weird.. Like another Choo Kwok Koon.. Agreed with Huss abt that.. Module related faci are abit weird eyh? hahaha! oh, we bitch abt him! My team mates too! Not in a bad way, but maybe a bit cause he too weird! HHA! Satu pekak lagi satu bulu hidung lebat! haha! Kay, enjoy today!

Got to meet up with previous classmates and it was all fun! Except that tomorrow only one of us is schooling eh Aidil? hahah! Keciann.. =P

Kaylarh, tt’s all kott?

I’m staying at Mak Itam’s house today and maybe tmr! (:

2009-10-05T14:42:00.001+08:00

Computer Animation as First lesson!
My monster damn fucking cute hor?? hahaha!
Hirda say it’s Barney the Dinosaur that wears a crown.. HAHA!!
The other picture is to be put as a flip book so apparently it will change face from angry to scared..
My team story is this
Monster come and destroy building..
Then came 5 people and TRANSFORM to POWER RANGER!
The monster saw it and he got scared and ran away
Abit stupid but okay lurh.. haha.. Still stupid and fun! (:

My BARNEY WITH CROWN

For the flipbook… (:

2009-10-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of a new semester!
Which I totally ain’t lookin forward to.. I still want my holidays.. gorshh.. I still want to rest.. However I’m still stuck with few of my classmates which is Mills, Huss, Terence, Jun Yong and Lewis.. Yeappp, this people are going to rock the class.. maybe? haha.. The usual 4 days class for this sem.. And tomorrow will be visiting a class I used to be in, E61J… My class now is W65K.. Ouhkie lurh, still stuck and W6 and E6.. But it’s all good.. Prolly meeting others for break since all of us usually have our break in First Break-out.. =)

Is also tired of going Raya visiting… really very tired! I don’t feel like raya visiting.. Feel like I’ve had enough but upcoming Saturday is Raya Visiting with the RPWS peeps which start as early as 9am.. hehe.. I’m so going to die soon.. hahah! and prolly Friday night would be visiting Nis’s house for dinner.. OMGAWD! I got so many appointment.. Sheesh. I didn’t even go to the beach this holiday.. Sadded… *cry at a corner*

Oh yes people! 7th NOVEMBER PLEASE MAKE YOURSELF FREE!!! Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony PRESENTS Symphonie De Republique III!

2009-09-25T14:52:00.002+08:00

In the library now!

Time to do a lot of work that I've been putting aside for a week plus.. Time to get busy.. So just a little bit of updating before I get to do my work..

Went to Chamber Repertory yesterday!

French Horn solo DAMN COOL!!!!!! and he played Franz Strauss!!! OMGAWD!!! argh! hahah!

Okay, back to business! Bye!

2009-09-22T12:56:00.004+08:00

Hello! Like I finally got the internet.. and that is if i have to sit on my sis bed, tilt the lappie to almost out of the window, and there's the internet! hahah!

a week of madness is over and it's now hari raya.. like thank god! It's very rushing as I'm doing all the baking of cookies and helping mom with a little bit of prep for the hari raya delicacies. Sorry to all who called or smsed but I didn't reply.. apparently my phone was on mute.. no vibration nor whatsoever.. worst case is I got 11 missed calls.. and 12 unread smses.. and that is within a day.. not that one whole week.. whoops! =p

Have not been onlining, not going for band and I seriously think I need to touch up pretty soon.. haish, people are visiting maybe tonight.. but no one noes eyh? anything can happen.. when someone's phone rang, me and my sis was hoping no one is coming for a visit.. like seriously I'm dead tired.. and finally today I can wake up late and slack.. and is now in need of money to buy my own adapter.. seriously in need!few more dollars to go and I can get my adapter pretty soon! i hope by next week wed, I can buy the adapter.. =)

and to dearest Eiffah Daisy, I might be going to that open house of yours! Hopefully finally we will meet yea? :)

And my baju kurung is BLUE.. Someone's favourite colour eyh? ahahha!

Didn't have any first day raya pics cause we didnt go for any visiting cause both my parents are now the oldest..

But a few 2nd day raya pics.. which will be uploaded in FB soon..

One of the November dates, I'm going to Kukup, Malaysia with my family.. Hopefully, cause it has been a long time since I go for a serious relaxation holiday.. Well the previous Kota Tinggi was great but there were a few cuts and bruises that made the trip abit 'painful'.. So is now researching about Kukup... and is waiting for SEAFOOD meal again.. hahah! I want to noe if it's as nice as the meal I had in Batam.. hahha!

Well go to go.. will update again prettyyy soooon! (:

Bye and Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-11T13:03:00.003+08:00

Hello People!

Sorry for the lack of updatessss!

Is equally pissed and sad cause no more internet connection at home.. That's the reason why.. and today, I have forgotten what I have done for the pass few dayss..

And recently have been listening and watching stuffs related to ghost.. YOU GUYS SHOULD WATCH REC!! DAMN BRILLIANT! My first favourite Horror..

2009-09-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

I seriously am feel like dying when my webmail ain't working! what a 'perfect' week! When I seriously need to check it, it's not working.. when I don't need it, this is what happens?!! DAMN U WEBMAIL!!!

Am going to spend most of my time at home helping around since I'm the only one not working.. So, I have to decline ALL request who ajak me go buka with you people.. I'm sorry alright.. Maybe next year.. (:

2009-09-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

I hate it when

WEBMAIL IS FUCKING NOT WORKING!!!

And miscommunication is something that all humans are not good in. Trust me. If someone found the solution, please tell me.

2009-09-03T10:31:00.002+08:00

It's over and I'm satisfied..

Made necklace with the two laydehh none other than Hirda and Sarimah last night. (:

Backache due to the countless washing of periuks even though I didn't cook ):

More responsibility is going to come and I think it might exceed my responsibility level. Stay strong Ziha. (:

Lappie is still a problem for me... ):

2009-09-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I'm back again.. I've made the speech and I got in but still pending on the post that I want after the talk from Songlin.. I don't want to say what I going for what I'm aiming for cause all is not confirm.. Still have to go through for tomorrow's posting.. All I can say is thanks to Songlin for the talk and motivation. Thanks to Sarimah too for the scenario questions and 'motivational' talks even though I got irritated too fast.. XD
But still I appreciate it a lot and thanks (:

I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight ):

2009-08-30T23:16:00.002+08:00

1st september is coming and right now I seriously hate that date..
My torture is going to come which is giving speech to the band.. If you guys recall my previous post, I was nominated by the band during the AGM... Now is seriously dunnoe what I'm going to do.. Sandra, help?

Dad is pissing me off lately.. Not once nor twice but it has been too much.. Can't help it.. Aper yang kiterorg buat smua salah.. Abeh aper yang ko buat tu smua betol ke? Gi cermin diri kau sendiri baru ckp pasal kesalahan kiterorg.. Aper yg aku buat, sedikit pon tidak menggangu agama aku atau kesihatan aku.. Sementara kau? Hisap rokok banyak2! Yelarh, artilery yg 95% block tu da remove, jadi skrg nie nk penuh kan pulak eh? ah, penuhkan lurh.. aku da malas nk layan kerenah kau.. perangai mcm budak kecik.. kau suroh aku jgn pegi band dan suroh aku nasihat conductor aku suroh gi solat terawih.. okay fine.. satu bende aku nak tanya, kau pergi ke solat terawih? Pandai mengata org, diri sendiri tu tengok dulu! Yelarh, ko solat first day Ramadhan.. Hari lain? Asal tak? Asal kau tk gi terawih ah? Aku pelik... Cakap pasal agama kau pandai, no. 1.. Klau untuk melakukannyer, jgn harap.. Ruper2nyer, kau lagi teruk dari aku..

2009-08-29T10:46:00.002+08:00

Alright, no more adapter for myself which is equal to lesser updates! Don't sad readers.. *As if I got readers*

Supposingly today is the Class BBQ but sorwie W64D/E61J, I not going ):
Don't be angry alright, maybe if there's other outing I'll join in alright! (:
And, tell me if you guys are going for the DIDM Camp please!! I want to know who go then we can form our team of 5. (:

And it has been a drag lately! Waking up around 10am or 1pm for the past few days.. I don't know why I so sleepy.. Haishh, got to improve myself to wake up earlier!

And I'm tired of cooking!
So what if I'm a girl! Man don't know how to cook meh?! URGH!

2009-08-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Bing Long! =)

Happy Advance Birthday Abg Abu! =)

2009-08-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

2009-08-24T22:57:00.001+08:00

I want to go Paris… =)

(9:23 PM) =Nazihah=: and i'm loooooooooooving paris! haha

(9:25 PM) Hafizzy: haha mimpi2 jelah. haha

(9:26 PM) =Nazihah=: tkpe.. nanti da kahwin, honeymoon kat paris! see my pm.. kota paris adalah kota cinta haha gt tt from lost in love

(9:26 PM) Hafizzy: wooo..

(9:27 PM) =Nazihah: hahaa.. well, smua ader their own dream per, tt's one of mine.. to go paris!

Beautiful isn’t it… *sigh*

2009-08-24T16:26:00.001+08:00

Just finish watching Lost In Love an Indonesia Movie =)

* Kota Paris adalah Kota Cinta tetapi tidak ramai yang mengalaminya…*

Oh Hafiz, no need borrow, watched it already.. =P
And is not continuation of Eiffel I’m In Love, it’s by the same Director… =)

P/S: Arifin Putra is sooooo cute! in this movie only.. XD

2009-08-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

Ziha misses you boy.. =(

2009-08-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

Picture Perfect =)

2009-08-23T22:19:00.001+08:00

2nd Day of Ramadhan..
I feel good, no.. Tired, DEFINITELY!
I’ve been cooking and it’s so tiring! First day it was Mee Soto with homemade begedil.. Oh, no one helped me.. except for my sis who cut the chicken and tadaaa.. the rest was me.. Imagine I started at 2pm.. I ended like 10 mins after the Azan.. DAMN FREAKING LONG RIGHT! Cheeb siaa.. And today it was Roti Kirai with Curry.. I started at 2.30pm.. ended like 10 min before the Azan.. Gee.. That’s all I did and it was so freaking tiring... Haishh.. How I’m going to tahan for another 28 days.. But all the best to me.. Hope I fast full this year cause my period end two days before fasting month.. Coolio!

Want to break fast outside anytime during the fasting month buttttt mom wants me to break fast at home.. so should I listen? nahhh, I need a break too okayy! She keep on yapping about her not break fast outside before even when she was my age.. n I was like, jealous much? haha! So mean to my own mom but I can’t help it.. Hmm.. Tues might break fast with the malay peeps of w64d.. Sat break fast during class chalet.. sun with my belohz peeps? i dunnoe? hmm.. how?

2009-08-21T22:14:00.001+08:00

My life is fucked up!!
I hate everyone!
I hate everyone equally!
Yes, I hate you all a lot!

Let me get my own life together please!

2009-08-20T18:02:00.001+08:00

Gusto ko na laging kasama ka…
At labis akong nasasabik sa iyo…
Napapanaginipan kita…
Laging naiisip kita sa buong araw…
Kinagigiliwan kita…
Sa palagay umiibig ako sa iyo…
Sana magkita pa tayo kaagad..

Maghihintay ako sa iyo…

2009-08-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

Semua orang bisa menipu
Begitu juga aku
Aku selalu menipu diriku
Tipu tentang kehidupanku

Hidupku tidak sempurna
Tetapi ku katakan ya
Kawanku selalu tiada
Tetapi ku katakan ada
Ku kata ku bahagia
Tetapi aku tidak bahagia

Ku kata ku tidak akan jatuh cinta
Tetapi ternyata…

2009-08-18T15:38:00.001+08:00

Well, today marks the last day of school… But it still have not end yet. There’s UT3 to conquer! Gorsh…

Alright, I’m in Publicity Team again.. With Sandra, WeiYang, Helmi, Christine, Christina, Kee Teng, Nazrul and Mei Xian. And thanks to our previous experience, me and Sandra are ready to go through it again… Cause I’ll back out if she’s not in and she’ll back out if I’m not in.. But since both of us are in, so well, we’re it! Year ones, get ready for a ‘fun’ ride! hahah!

Class ends at 2.45pm today since there’s only two team.. So urhm, yeaa.. Was quite bored though.. and Thanks Fandy for the whole loads of quotes from the book u’ve been reading.. Some touched me real hard. *kay, sounds a bit weird but u guys know what I meant*

"Bukanlah suatu keanehan (keajaiban) bila seseorang fakir miskin mencintai orang yang suka berbuat baik kepadanya, tetapi yang aneh adalah orang yang berbuat baik (dermawan) mencintai si miskin papa."

"Barangsiapa menyibukkan dirinya bekerja maka tidak ada peluang (waktu) baginya untuk mencucurkan air mata."

"Orang perjuangan selalunya menghadapi dua kemungkinan: hilang atau terbilang."

"Di dalam hati manusia ada kesedihan dan tidak akan hilang kecuali seronok mengenali Allah s.w.t."

"Ilmu dinilai bermanfaat bila disertai amal. Manusia yang paling bodoh ialah yang membiarkan dirinya bodoh tanpa mau berusaha meningkatkan ilmunya."

"Penderitaan menjadi guru yang paling mujarab mengajar manusia untuk sedar dan berusaha."

"Hari ini bila ia datang, jangan biarkan ia berlalu pergi. Esok kalau ia masih bertandang, jangan harap ia akan datang kembali."

"Aku membenci orang-orang durhaka, meskipun sebenarnya, mungkin, aku termasuk golongan mereka."

"Supaya engkau beroleh sahabat, hendaklah diri engkau sendiri sanggup menyempurnakan menjadi sahabat orang."

"Kamu dapat mengenal lebih banyak tentang diri seseorang itu dari adab dan pertanyaannya, bukan dari jawapan-jawapannya."

"Barangsiapa yang tidak mampu untuk mendidik dirinya, nescaya tidak mampu untuk dia mendidik orang lain."

"Jangan sekali-kali kita meremehkan sesuatu perbuatan baik walaupun hanya sekadar senyuman."

"Hati yg terluka umpama besi bengkok walau diketuk sukar kembali kepada bentuk asalnya."

"Lidah yang panjangnya tiga inci boleh membunuh manusia yang tingginya enam kaki."

"Agama tidak pernah mengecewakan manusia. Tetapi manusia yang selalu mengecewakan agama."

"Kita sentiasa muda untuk melakukan dosa tetapi tidak pernah tua untuk bertaubat."

"Gantungkan azam dan semangatmu setinggi bintang di langit dan rendahkan hatimu serendah mutiara di lautan."

"Jangan menghina barang yang kecil kerana jarum yang kecil itu kadang-kadang menumpahkan darah."

"Wanita yang cantik tanpa peribadi yang mulia, umpama kaca mata yang bersinar-bersinar, tetapi tidak melihat apa-apa"

"Kata-kata itu sebenarnya tidak mempunyai makna utk menjelaskan perasaan. Manusia boleh membentuk seribu kata-kata, seribu bahasa. Tapi kata-kata bukan bukti unggulnya perasaan."

"Hiduplah seperti lilin menerangi orang lain, janganlah hidup seperti duri mencucuk diri dan menyakiti orang lain."

"Ingatlah, sabar itu iman, duit bukan kawan, dunia hanya pinjaman dan mati tak berteman."

2009-08-18T00:08:00.001+08:00

Alright.. I’m getting so tired for the past few days…

Saturday
Went to Johore to go for shopping but I did the least shopping.. I only got 1 pair of shoes and that’s it… I want to buy books but guess what, NOT EVEN A SINGLE BOOK STORE IS OPEN! Serious shit. I was damn pissed the whole journey… When I saw a small book shop at Larkin, my mom, my sis and mom’s friend run for the bus that was almost leaving. I was so pissed… I’ve been wanting books for the whole month and I can’t get any.. Yea, I can be damn pissed about small stuff.. What can I say, I’m having period.. Too bad for me…

Sunday
Went to watch Beautiful Sunday with the Twins and Hirda.. Hirda have a surprise guest of honour for me.. And it’s none other than SARIMAH.. Surprise! and yes I was! Still don’t want tell me she coming.. RAWR! Then we dinner at Pizza Hut… My ‘people’ company.. haha! Had Beef Lasagne.. The moment was quite quiet but still fun in a way.. After that we walk around to accompany Hirda before she went off to meet her family.. Then Hirda went off and we went to Vivo.. Wanted to just chill and relax at Starbucks cause Vivo Starbucks usually not many people.. And it was Hafiz FIRST Starbucks experience! hahah! No longer a Starbucks Virgin! haha! So we just chill and talk.. Talking about the past and someone’s ‘sayang’.. hahaha! Took the bus home..

Monday
IT’S AGM!!!! Oh, I was nominated.
Sandra, let’s live and die together shall we?

2009-08-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

Aku irritated
Berikanlah aku kehidupan!
Aku ingin berehat!
Jangan babitkan diriku dalam kehidupanmu!
Aku tidak sekuat mana yang kau sangka.
Kau tidak akan tahu bagaimana aku sedang menjalani hidupku ini
Aku selalu pasrah
Aku selalu berserah
Aku mungkin senyum dan ketawa
Tetapi hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu perasaan ku kini
Aku memang sentiasa mendengar
Aku memang sentiasa cuba memberi nasihat
Aku tidak akan pernah bebani dirimu dengan masalah ku
Kau tahu diriku
Kau tahu aku tidak akan bisa bercerita denganmu
Kau tanya tentang kehidupan ku
Akan ku jawab selalu, 'Aku baik-baik sahaja'
Usahlah kau risau tentang hidupku
Kerana aku selalu pasrah dengan kehidupan ku
Biarlah diriku ini menangis
Menangis tenang kan fikiran ku

Aku tidak akan membebani mu dengan masalah ku

2009-08-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

Gorsh.. My sore throat changes to flu AND sore throat.. Urgh! I don’t want to have the risk of ALMOST going operation again!!! Damn you sore throats!! I feel so weak.. I didn’t go for sectionals today.. gahh!!! I don’t think I’m going for class tomorrow.. Mom told me to visit the doctor… AND I WILL STILL GO FOR BAND! Don’t care lurhh.. hope my throat got better!

2009-08-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

I'm back from Kota Tinggi! I totally like it! The moments at the waterfall! The swimming pool! Syiokk! Mu'uh! hahah!

Day 1
Reached Larkin.. Had murtabak for breakfast and took a taxi ride to Kota Tinggi plaza.. Time check 10.30am.. Sat at Marybrown, drink, eat, chill till like 1pm.. why? cause waiting for my another two other family to pick us up.. When they reach, we went to this one Chicken Rice stall and eat.. They say it's quite famous and all.. One taste and I say, 'Banquet chicken rice is far nicer than that'.. brr.. After that OFF TO KOTA TINGGI WATERFALL!!!

And this is where everyone got hot.. as in hot tempered. We book four rooms and all four was booked by these Tamil family.. They say they book out at 4pm and we book the place at 3pm.. and so Kak Long was damn fucked up. She's with the worst temper ever...I don't even dare talk to her.. She got so angry she blew up at the office.. Woahh.. okay fine, the manager fault for the mistake.. Even worst situation was the fucking Tamil family DIE DIE want to book out at 5pm! CHIBAI SIA!!! by 4.30pm, Kak Long cannot tahan already, she sit at the balcony there.. The Tamil people all come out, the face like they were not quilty at all! CHIBAI! muker satu2 nk kene tampar! Was so pissed one by one of my Msia cousins show their temper.. Abg Faisal shouted.. Abg Syahir give the stares.. Kak Long and Abg ayul sat at the Balcony and just watch.. Kak Ngah wasn't feeling well, so she just sit there and didn't do anything.. The Tamil people want to complain.. Say out loud, Mak Itam heard her.. When she walk pass by, she kept quiet.. Takut kepe? Sial sak perangai.. When we got in, the place smell MINYAK BIJAN! YUCKS! I spray my perfume.. like don't know how many sprits.. sheesh! Without any wait, we change out clothes and JUMP INTO THE SWIMMING POOL!! after quite long, we went to the waterfall!

Waterfall was fun! I wish my camera was there though.. Sigh.. Being under the waterfall was the best!! With a few cuts on my hands to get there but the feeling was soooo MU'uhh!! hahha! Abg Dimas injured his knee.. Ouch! He almost fell into a hole that was under the water.. the rocks were slippery.. But it was all fun! Then we went back up at around 7pm.. Tak puas hati!! Then I chill in my room.. Then watch Bukit Kepung.. So sad uh the story. Fuck the communist man!! hahha! Only to sleep at around 10pm.. Was so tiring.. Waiting all day..

2nd Day
Woke up.. I bathed.. Then breakfast at the food court.. Ate Nasi Lemak and a bit of Mee Goreng.. Share roti bakar with my mom.. It was so filling.. Then me, Abg Dimas, Mak Itam and my mom chat in Mak Itam's room while the rest off to waterfall.. It was so fun.. Then we move to Mak Lang's room.. Soon after, me and Abg Dimas heard some noise.. So we went out and saw one damn cute monkey!!! He took our Mango.. Doinks.. haha! and I thought there was one, but there were more!!! Going to 10 monkeys! Holy shit!!! All looked sooooo cute!!! Seriously cute! They steal ONE PACKET OF BREAD!!! and they tried to open the Sambal Mak Itam brought but they can't open it! haha! One of them eat crackers! OMG!! THEY WERE SO CUTE!!! Once again I wish my camera was there.. THEY WERE SO CUTE!!!!!!! After shooing them, the big one came by again and Mak Itam shouted, 'Eyh, no more! no more! you take everything already! go go!'.. HAHA! SO CUTEEEE! THE MONKEY WAS SOOOOO CUTE!!! hahah!

Then Me, Abg Dimas, Mak Itam and my mom went down buy some food.. then mom ate ABC while us? WATERFALL!!! hahaha! The water so cold!!!! Mak Itam went down the slide! and she stuck on the float! hahha!! So funny! Then we bought food, brought up, ate burger and JUMP TO THE POOL!!! We played sorts of game since it was only us.. hahah! It was FUN! Zharif won $15.. haha! Cool uhh!! Then after all the fun, we bath pack up and went off to Kota Tinggi Plaza..

Me, Abg Dimas and Zharif wanted to go to Angsana but MY DAD SPOILS THE FUN!!! He saw a bus to Larkin he just went up.. Fuck right.. and the bus was moving.. FUCK sia.. He spoils everything.. I know long faces were on Abg Dimas and Zharif's face.. None of us did any shopping.. All the way I don't bother look at my dad.. Mom promised me IF nothing from work calls her, we would go Angsana on Saturday! YES!! Then lunch/dinner and we sewa kereta and went off home..

Yes, and I'm here without any pictures to show the beauty of Kota Tinggi.. Sigh.. and GOOD NEWS IS my mom say end of this YEAR(quite long but I don't care), when she get bonus (which she always does) she'll buy me a DSLR! oh yeah! Mu'uh!!!! Don't worry Abg Dimas, since RP and your house is near, we shall go take pics when we free! =) I CAN'T WAIT TO GET ONE! =)

I'm a happy kid still even though the end of the holiday was spoiled! Once again, THANKS EH AYAH! SUNGGUH THE TAK PERLU!

2009-08-08T21:08:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Going to Kota Tinggi tomorrow on SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY!
Nothing new though, I always off to Malaysia when it's National Day.. Except for last year I didn't go anywhere.. Maybe not enough holidays.. But I'll only be at Kota Tinggi for one day.. and I got to suffer looking at my dad's face.. yes he's going.. urgh! Thank God there's Mak Itam and Abg Dimas.. The two people who I always enjoy with when I go Malaysia with them.. Booking of chalet is it a bungalow? or two rooms? If two rooms, can I stay with Pak Itam's family? hahah! I don't hate Mak Lang's family (Family from Melaka) I just dislike them.. abit... I hope I'll enjoy myself tomorrow till Monday.. and a must to go sch on Tuesday.. No matter how tired I'll be, I have to go back on Tuesday.. First of all, Happy Birthday Singapore!

**********

Mengapa aku tidak bisa memikir tentang diriku di masa hadapan
Adakah ku akan pergi sebelum kedua orang tua ku 'pergi'?
Ia bermain di fikiran ku
Ya, mungkin hidupku tidak akan lama di dunia ini
Dunia ciptaan terindah Allah S.W.T

Love is like a battlefield
Always fighting for your love

But there's no point fighting for it
When you gave up even before the battle started

Be proffesional in something you are passion for
Do not give up and give excuses
Have confident in yourself
I'm a leader, you're a follower
Don't give up on yourself cause I haven't give up on you

2009-08-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

Okay...

I MISS MY CLASSMATES LIKE HELL!!

I miss Mills, Huss, Aidil, and especially Zuhrah and Ika!!! Almost whole week nv see.. The rest all on Monday got see.. I saw Mills just now so I dont miss him that much.. ahahah.. No offence!!

*eyh Nazihah, you no longer write your malay thoughts uh?*
*No.. People find it funny cause they say what I wrote are adpated from a book and not personally from my heart*
*Bullshit! I can feel it's you and not from a book. Don't care them. They just don't know the real you. If they laugh at you, just let them laugh. You're not a joke. You're words were never a joke*
*Thanks for the advice babe but maybe not now. Nothing inspire me to write*
*I know you will soon. Keep on writing. It's who you are. It's your feeling not theirs so don't bother about them alright! Cheer up!*

Thank you friend! =)

2009-08-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

around 5.30pm
*ringg ringg*
Hello?
Hello! Ziha you at where?
At home.. Why?
I at Boon Lay
Da tu?
Teman me.. I bored
My dad da balik uhh
Ohkie la tkpe..
Bye
Bye

1 hour later, around 6.30pm
*ringg ringg*
Hello
Hello * 5++ (He can't hear me)
Hello * 5++
Can you shout? Cannot hear ahh
Jap eh... Hello
Hello, eyh I at Boon Lay
Da tu?
Your house there near Jurong Point right?
Yea.. Why?
Oh.. I'm there now
Da tu?
Just telling
Alright
Bye
Bye

Waiting for 7.30pm call.. No calls. If got, I'm fated to go to JP on that day.. haha..

SOMETHING RANDOM! Just to make my blog a little bit more lively.. =P

2009-08-04T10:02:00.001+08:00

Aku benci ayah ku
Ku sudah tahu kenyataan yang sebenarnya
Aku amat membenci kau!

Sudah ku tahu semua ini
Tiada lagi kasih dan sayang dari ku untuk mu!

2009-07-31T15:03:00.002+08:00

IBU
Mungkin ku tidak dengar katamu
Mungkin ku tidak peduli akan kasih yang kau berikan
Tapi hanya satu aku tahu
Aku tak kan mungkin bisa hidup tanpamu

Maafkan ku kerana ku selalu menyusahkanmu
Ku tidak pernah ingin menyakiti hatimu
Ku tidak pernah ingin kau menangis
Tapi apa yang telah kulakukan terhadapmu

Pernah kau katakan padaku bahawa kau sangat membenciku
Ketika itu juga aku jatuh sakit
Ku hampir kehilangan suara
Ku hampir menangis air mata darah
Tetapi kau tetap menjagaku
Menjaga makan minum ku
Memberi nasihat walaupun hanya dengan menelfon atau di kertas

Ibu
Syurga adalah dibawah telapak kakimu
Setelah ku hidup bersamamu
Ku kini tahu mengapa ia dibawah telapak kakimu.

Terima Kasih Ibu
Kerana kau sudi melahirkanku
Kerana kau sudi menjagaku
Kerana kau sudi membesarkan ku hingga ku 18 tahun kini

2009-07-31T00:54:00.001+08:00

RPWS Founding Day! Happy 6th Birthday RPWS! =)

2009-07-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

People,
if I sound mature, please slap me on the face..

People send me chain letters.. Usually, I don’t give a damn and ignore.. but last night I reply back to a friend..
With full total BAHASA MELAYU, I reply him my thoughts about sending chain letters.. Like wtf right?

I thought he would be a little hurt cause he regard me as a good friend and I give that kind of shit back.. So urhm, yeaaa.. I thought he’s angry but he didnt.. GOOD THING EYH?

And if you guys noticed, under “Loved Ones” there are two new pictures..
None other than NAZRI and RIZUAN! Congrats! You two are under my Loved Ones! So if I care you two tooooo much, you should know why ouhkie! =)
*Virtual hugs to you two*

*BIG HUGE WIDE SMILE*

Bulan Berbisik II

2009-07-28T14:07:00.001+08:00

Usailah mimpiku yang semalam. Mimpi yang KAU anugerahi. Aku sedar kini… semalam bukan hari ini dan hari ini bukan esok yang menanti. Barangkali selama ini terbelenggu aku oleh muslihat hati. Kulunaskan fikiran bahawa bah besar yang melimpah sudah berkalih arah. Kemarau nan panjang berundur kalah. Mimpi semalam tiada apa-apa melainkan sekadar sebuah mimpi.

Sekali lagi, kubuka jendela yang terkatup sekian lama. Kulihat kembang mekar mewangi. Kusedut aroma semerbak rumput yang mengilhamkan. Pepohon yang saling mengindahkan. Barangkali tersungkurnya aku kelmarin membawa dimensi baru yang lebih bermakna untuk kuharungi hidup ini. Hakikatnya, realiti ini lebih bererti.

TUHANKU…
Didada sejadah ini, KAU hentikanlah lelehan air mataku… keringkan air mata perempuanku dan kontangkan luluhannya buat seorang insan bernama lelaki. Kerana hakikatnya, seorang lelaki tetap bernama lelaki hingga ke akhir azali.

Kufahami kini… andai KAU gersangkan seluruh perasaan cintaku terhadap dirinya. Kuterima… andai KAU redakan gelombang rindu yang suatu tika dulu begitu hebat buatnya. Aku pasrah.. andai KAU kemaraukan sumur kasih yang melimpah ruah buatnya suatu ketika dulu.

Yang pasti, aku akan tetap diladanginya… menaungi kuntum-kuntum cinta kami. Selama mana KAU kehendaki, aku akan sentiasa di sini. Duka itu mungkin menjadi manis sekali di kala kupaut erat tiang yang KAU beri.

TUHANKU…
Kupanjatkan kesyukuran yan tidak bertepi di atas segala limpah kurnia yang KAU beri. Basahkanlah hatiuku ini dengan air mata keinsafan sepertimana pipiku pernah basah di kala sedih dan pilu mengasak. Sesungguhnya… siapalah aku untuk menidakkan takdir yang terindah ini apatah lagi untuk menentangnya. Aku reda, Ya ALLAH…

-Adapted From Bulan Berbisik-

Bulan Berbisik

2009-07-28T08:06:00.001+08:00

Bulan berbisik laut gemersik hati terusik
tatkala kasih terbelah dua
bulan berbicara membawa lara
mengusung duka sarat nestapa

Bulan tersenyum
kasih menguntum bunga mengharum
BAITULLAH…
di situ aku menyerah
di situ aku pasrah

2009-07-27T20:58:00.001+08:00

Aku kini dibuai mimpi…
Mimpi yang tak pernah ku impikan…
Ku ketemu sang lelaki…
Lelaki yang pernah ku kenali…
Tapi sayangnya, ku tidak ingat namamu…

Wahai lelaki,
kenapa kau muncul di mimpiku?
Gayamu seperti ku sudah lama mengenalimu…
Kita sungguh akrab sekali…

Wahai lelaki,
sudikah dikau muncul dimimpiku lagi?
Tetapi, beritahu lah daku namamu…
Ku terfikir sehingga kini…
Apa, aku memang pernah mengenalimu?
Atau aku pernah menyayangimu?

Wahai lelaki,
muka mu jernih sekali…
Tidak pernah ku melihat wajah yang jernih…
Ku seperti terlihat cahaya nur di wajahmu…
Adakah kamu seseorang yang beriman?

Wahai lelaki,
pernahkah ku bersalaman denganmu?
Pernahkah ku berbicara denganmu?
Pernahkah ku mengenal dirimu?
Ketika ku kecil di waktu dulu?

Wahai lelaki,
muncul lah dalam mimpiku lagi…
Ku ingin benar mengenalimu…
Ku ingin benar berbicara denganmu…
Ku ingin benar ketemu denganmu…

Wahai lelaki,
sudikah dikau muncul lagi?

2009-07-27T13:48:00.001+08:00

Kay, I don’t know what I typed in the earlier post.. Ignore it alright.. Lazy to delete the post.. haha..

Life has been dull uhh..
Last sat go to Aunty house for kenduri and tahlil.. As usual, re unites with cuzzies and aunties.. Gahh, Abg Dimas where u uh??
Chat with Mak Itam is loved forever.. Yes ahh, I love her mannn! And I know she love me too.. haha!
Abit bored during the whole kenduri, aper tak nyer, janji lepas Maghrib, tapi lepas Isyak aru sampai.. Cheeb sak perangai.. Orang jauh sampai lagi awal dari org dekat.. Nonsense.. Sheesh.. So bored I started sms-ing Rizuan.. ahha.. Sorwie for disturbing yea scandal.. =)

8-10 august will be going to Melaka on first day and onwards to Kota Tinggi chalet.. But don’t know if I want go or not.. Cause confirm sis not there and confirm no friends siaa.. Hoping from Abg Dimas that he’s going for the chalet too.. at least got someone.. Daripada tgk org2 tua jek kan.. *Perangai jap* haha!

YES ABG DIMAS, ARE YOU GOING? MU’UH!

I want to go cause of the waterfall!! Missed those time uhh.. I now no longer scared of water mahh, I want go waterfall again.. GEREK! But I don’t want be lonely so Abg Dimas, MAKE SURE YOU CAN GO!!! At least for my sake pleaseeee! You know I not as close to others right.. So you are my one and only hope! Nak harapkan Abg Ubai, he so uncontactable.. Missing since don’t know when..

Abg Ubai where you uhh! That time u msg me say u missed me.. Then I want meet u, u never reply me.. Now I curious if u schooling in ITE Simei or not.. Seriously I got doubt uhh… Hope to hear and see you soon! Cause I really misses you Abg Ubai.. =(

And bloggers, I dunnoe what happen to blogger that u guys got so uptight.. Try use Windows Live Writer! The best way to blog! =)

2009-07-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hidup penuh dengan rintangan..
Semua manusia semua sama..
Tiada perbezaannya..

Kau punya keluarga, begitu juga aku..
Kau punya teman, begitu juga aku..
Kau punya masalah, begitu juga aku..

Ingin kematian tidak akan menyelesaikan semuanya..
Ia hanya membawa kesedihan kepada orang yang menyayangimu..
Kamu mungkin fikir, tiada orang menyayangimu..
Tetapi, orang yang selalu menanya khabar tentangmu,
adalah orang yang menyayangi dirimu..

Jangan kerana cinta, kau jadi bodoh.
Jangan kerana kisah lamamu,
kau samakan semua gadis yang pernah kau cintai..

2009-07-23T23:40:00.001+08:00

I lost my laptop charger.. =(

But putting my sadness away,
went out with Hirda, Rizuan and Sarimah yesterday.. Jalan2 around town..
And I got bored of town easily.. cause last week on thurs, partial-ed..
rmb the previous postS got two group pictures that are loved by me, they were the people that I went out with.
Walked from PS to Cathay to Iluma to Bugis Junction.. Sat by Bugis Junction with cold drinks in our hands, chat, laugh like no one business.. Only went home when it reach around 8pm..

But yesterday,
Riz, Hirda and I start from Orchard Central to PS (where Sarimah joined in) to Iluma to Bugis Junction (lunch/dinner at TongSeng) back to Iluma (when Riz went off to meet his friends) then around Bugis street with the girls.. My leg hurts the most.. Cause I waited for 30 mins before Riz and Hirda arrive.. GRR..
I’m sorry to Riz and Hirda for being superbly quiet at the beginning of the journey.. Maybe cause I forgot to put my problems at home, instead I brought it along.. Sorry much..

Next wednesday maybe go BEACH!!! YEAH!! Born to be by the beach!
Friday, IGNITE!! With band peeps.. Maybe I going to pull Ika along.. Yes Ika, I’m going to pull you along! hahaha!
Saturday morning going to bake Marble Cake and Cocoa Buttercake for Kenduri for the evening.. I’m going to be dead tired.. sighhs
Sunday, BOTANIC GARDEN again?? Guys, please don’t cycle! Later very hard to go out.. I don’t want to go to Mr. Prata house again.. ahhaha!

I haven’t break out the news to my mum that my charger is gone.. $130+.. Dead.. Hope mom in a good mood later.. *cross fingers*
Going to Melaka on National Day.. Sighss.. I hope abg dimas is around.. at least I wont be so bored.. or maybe, i can stay overnight someone house and tell my parents that I got camp? but obviously they wont believe cause it’s a public holiday u see.. haishh..

Class chalet coming up in end of august.. confirm cannot overnight for sure.. lagi-lagi puasa.. haishhh..

And for ignite, my cousin is going too! See ya tmr Abg Dimas! =)

2009-07-22T09:35:00.002+08:00

I'm becoming more mature in life
and I thanks all the malay novels that i've read..
being it about love, friendship and family...
Maybe my next paragraphs are going to be malay
sorry to my indian and chinese friends..

aku seperti ingin mati..
tapi hidup dan mati, hanya akan menjadi ketentuanNYA
aku sebagai manusia harus kuatkan diri untuk menjalani hidup yang penuh duri ini
setiap langkah, kakiku berdarah, begitu peritnya hidup ini
tetapi, sebagai manusia, aku harus kuatkan diri..
sebagai wanita, aku harus menjaga emosi..

Emosi ku sekarang seperti ombak
kadang kala aku sedih, gembira atau marah..
andai aku terfikir, alangkah baiknya jika aku tiada emosi
tidak perluku mengalir airmata kerana sedih
tidak perluku menjerit kerana marah
tidak perluku ketawa kerana gembira
tidak perluku mempunyai hati kerana cinta

cinta
sesuatu yang indah dianugerahkan olehNYA
tetapi sakitnya hati bila cinta tidak dipedulikan
itulah baik dan buruknya cinta

mungkin ini bukan masanya
hidup harus diteruskan
jangan kerana cinta kau jadi bodoh
jangan kerana cinta, kau terlupa akan keluargamu
jangan kerana cinta, kau terlupa akan adanya temanmu

keluarga
sesuatu yang indah bagi setiap manusia
aku bangga mempunyai sepasang ayah dan ibu
aku bangga mempunyai dua orang abang dan seorang kakak
mungkinku selalu bergaduh dengan mereka
tetapi aku hanya mempunyai seorang ayah bernama Baharudin Bin Hj Hashim
aku hanya mempunyai seorang ibu bernama Fatiah Bte Sairi
aku hanya mempunyai dua orang abang bernama Khairul Anwar Bin Baharudin dan Khairul Nazmi Bin Baharudin
dan aku hanya mempunyai seorang kakak bernama Fatin Afiqah Bte Baharudin
aku harus bangga kerana ku mempunyai keluarga yang lain daripada yg lain
mungkin ada orang mempunyai nama yang sama dengan keluargaku,
tetapi karakternya yang membuatkan mereka berbeza

teman
disitulah tempatku meluahkan segala emosiku
tidak kira gembira, sedih, marah atau apa sahaja
ku kehilangan seorang teman akrab
tetapi aku tidak semestinya membuat temanku tiada
aku mempunyai ramai teman
tidak perluku risau kalau ku kehilangan cinta
kerana cinta seorang teman lebih murni bagi ku
kerana ku tahu, seorang teman tidak akan bisa menyakiti hatiku
walaupun hatiku sakit kerana teman, peritnya tidak seburuk cinta
walaupun aku bergaduh dengan teman,
kejadian buruk itu akan berlalu dan semuanya akan pulih sendiri..

itulah hidupku
sedikit sebanyak duri yang ada di dalam perjalanan ku sebagai manusia..
terima kasih keluargaku
terima kasih temanku
selamat tinggal cintaku

2009-07-20T14:41:00.001+08:00

Malay Tongue Twister. *wink wink*

Ku kikis kikis kuku kaki kiriku
Kakak ku kata
Kuku kaki kiriku kaku

Damn random..

Python is killing my brain cells. UT later.. DIE DIE DIE XD!

MONDAY – School then Free
TUESDAY – School then UT!! then Band
WEDNESDAY – FREE, anyone want to go out??
THURSDAY – School then Band
FRIDAY – IGNITE with RPWS PEOPLE
SATURDAY – FREE AGAIN, anyone want to go out?
SUNDAY – Band fiesta again? hehe..

And I think Malay Novels is making me matured.
Especially LOVE Malay Novels. =)

andd, poor Hafiz..
First day in NAFA, class start at 11am but he mistook the timing and reached at 9am… Doinkss..
Takpee.. Kenangan Terindahh… hahaha..

2009-07-20T09:17:00.001+08:00

Early morning saw someone I hate.. What a day.. RAWR!

Band fiesta yesterday with Hirda, Huda, Rizuan, Yiyang and Joshua..
Yuhua Rox! Didn’t meet any juniors.. How to face them? Always not around suddenly show face… Weird right. I don’t like that feeling ah..
andd,
Mr. Prata after that…
FUN! =)

Thing running around in my mind.

Macam mana tak worried? You tell me la… The aftermath might be difficult… – to you know who

People around you love you… Don’t worry, there’s always us. =) – to another you know who

2009-07-18T13:51:00.001+08:00

Andaikan malam tiada pernah ‘kan berakhir
Setiap ku bersamamu mungkin tak berujung
Betapa rindu ini tak pernah mati
Kekasih hatiku hanyalah engkau

Saat mulut manismu memanggil namaku
Hatikupun bergetar bagai terserang rindu
Betapa aku menyanjungi dirimu
Buta mata dan hati untuk yang lain

[Reff:]
Memetik gitar menyanyi syair yang tulus
Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku

[#:]
Burung berkicau tanda setia pada pagi
Ku dengan engkau tak bisa dipisahkan lagi
Jantungku kau mintapun ‘kan ku berikan
Betapa dalamnya cinta untukmu

[Reff]
[Interlude]
[#]
[Reff]

Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku

2009-07-17T12:51:00.001+08:00

YEAY! BAND IS RESUMING! NEXT WEEK TUESDAYS AND THURSDAYS ARE FINALLY BACK TO ORIGINAL!

NO MORE GOING HOME EARLY! ;P

♥ THIS PEOPLE ARE LOVED BY ME! ♥

Updates about it some other time =)

2009-07-16T09:50:00.001+08:00

Music playlist lost, rush to school, forgot specs, forgot clip hair, forgot earpiece for lappie, sleepy..
What a bad start.. 15mins of the journey without music.. Superbly sian city!
Levi boifyy introduce me to his blog.. muahahahaa.. and I oso got a VIP post from him.. lalalalala!

Last night was quite fun..
Scrabble and kiddy songs with Sarimah and Rizuan..
Kiddy songs are more to me.. I ‘sing’ to them..

The full song of ‘The Wheel On The Bus’ and ‘Hush Little Baby’
It was fun.. I even type randomly when talking with Rizuan.. hahaha..
Poor scandal have to bear with my crazyness.. ahhaha!

(10:40 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
bored
bored
aku bored

(10:41 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
aku baru yawn
aku gila
type type

(10:41 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
haha
wth....

(10:41 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
bored uhh

(10:42 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
haha
go play game la....
i thought u playing game just now?

(10:42 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
bored of it..
bored of games
i cannot continue reading
pening

(10:42 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
oh...
da mkn?
haha

(10:43 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
da pukul 10.42pm.. mesti ah dahhh

(10:44 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
haha
ok...

(10:47 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
lalalalala.. the wheel on the bus goes round and round, round and round, round and round..
the wheel on the bus goes round and round, all through the twon
*town

(10:48 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
The wipers on the bus go "Swish, swish, swish,
Swish, swish, swish, swish, swish, swish"
The wipers on the bus go "Swish, swish, swish"
All through the town.

(10:48 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
haha

(10:49 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
hush little baby don't say a word.. mama's going to buy you a mockingbird..
If that mockingbird won't sing, mama's going to buy you a diamond ring..
lalalalalalalala

(11:00 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
boo
lalalala

(11:00 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
haha

(11:00 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
aku gila.
kau pon
berbual sorg
type type
booo
yak dush!
bla bla

(11:00 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
ding dong

(11:01 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
knock knock

(11:01 PM) Dark Dragon (Is:
hey cik adk....
da gile ke?
haha

(11:01 PM) =Nazihah=No Musi:
ye cik abg
tkde la
mcm biase jek

Seee.. I was bored.. Poor me.. Tonight anyone to entertain me??

2009-07-15T20:06:00.001+08:00

GAHH!
Levi boifyy got blog! HAHA! Told ya one day u’re gonna blog like me! hahahha! but, u didn’t give me ur link! dots.. maybe my fault? internet connection damn fucked up.. Sad! I know u’ll pass by my blog again soon so u better leave me your link! and and, make facebook account too ouhkie!!! you better, if not i call u by ur full name everytime we chat or talk.. hahaha!

*take deeeeeep breathe*
LEVI GERSOM ELIZIER RUIZ SANTOS FLORES REBANCOS!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! You should be happy cause there’s a post about you here in my blog!! VIP uhhh..! LOL!

ANDDD
mayb going KL on 8Aug-10Aug.. Muaahahha! Cause my sis want go KL with her friends. Dad don’t allow.. So my mom decided to bring me and my sis to KL.. and my sis will be staying with her friends while I’ll be with my mom.. See, my mom sporting right! hahaha.. U so lucky sis!! hahah!

Looks like 10 Aug picnic have to scrape? but it’s maybe only!
Oh yea,
Dearest Boifies and lovelies, can make yourself free on 29 July and 10 Aug??
29 July might be movies or just hang out (AFTER 4pm)
10 Aug, picnic at Marina Barrage.. (:(:

Make yourself free alright Boifies and Lovelies! *hugs*

W64D Loves..

2009-07-15T01:08:00.001+08:00

YaK DuSHHH!!
Long time didn’t meet the band people.. urhm, one week seemed so long.. SERIOUSLY!
I thought I won’t be waiting for Sarimah and Hirda after their UT and the FYP stuffs..
Since Songlin called, then I just wait.. If no one call, I go home lorhhs..
Supposedly go out with classmates but Zuhrah can’t make it so, sorg tk gi smua tkde mood.. Nothing new la kan..
Then before Songlin call, play few games on Huss laptop.. Audition SEA is it?? God knows what’s the name but like very fun! hhahah!
And also played a game on Ika’s laptop.. What’s the name uhh?? Maybe I go dwl myself or I ask her pass me on thurs.. hahaa.. I like such games uhh.. Able to concentrate.. Like Guitar Geek on Facebook..

And and, recently took pics on Huss Birthday..

Birthday Boy saw STRAWBERRY Shortcake! (:

After make a wish, blow the candle! (:

Time to cut the cake! (:

Thanks to me and Ika! Still smell sweet not? HAHA! (:

Me and Ika with Miku’s $70 Kud Doll! (:

Us with Yu Shan, Kud’s twin! hahaha!

Terrence!

Yeaaaa, BIRTHDAY BOY!

2009-07-13T21:05:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mr. AWESOME none other than HUSS! (:

Have a little mini celebration during meeting two in the lab.. Me, Zuhrah, PeiXian and Ika rushed down to CWP to buy the cake and the gift that was planned.. Sorwie yea, didn’t get you lava lamp.. Maybe next year??

And Taufiq today perangai macam dog siaa! Before UT was a nice drama.. lol! Doggy style to Huss! LOL! Run around with a belt in his hand.. LOL!
Hang out after class with few of the classmates, Terrence, PeiXian, Zuhrah, Ika, Mills,Aidil and of course the birthday boy Huss.. Dinner at Banquet and few rounds of games in Arcade.. (:

Bad morning always ends up with a good evening.. (: (: (:

2009-07-13T14:35:00.001+08:00

I saw BBF today.. I missed her so much but nothing urge me to go and approach her..
you walk pass by me.. Usually you could recognize me from behind..
but, why not today?
are we total strangers now?

I think, I’ve just lost a BBF…

2009-07-12T13:15:00.001+08:00

New blogskin is under construction.. hahaa.. I know.. you guys will say, ‘AGAIN?’
hahaaa.. Can’t help it uhh.. I like to do such stuff.. hints of how the blog is going to look like is, imagine DAISY DUCK alright.. hahaa..
Suddenly want to do such blogskin.. or maybe, just do and upload it at blogskins.com for other users.. I never seem to stick to one blogskin eyh.. hahahaa..

oh yea, to dearest private readers, my private blog is deleted. No longer in use.. I seldom update it so no point in keeping it..
I want to minimise my blogs.. TOO MANY! Going to delete my livejournal soon.. Need something to boost up RB blog.. RPWS blog seldom needs update because no practice coming up to remind ppl.. My wordpress is still unknown.. I don’t know what to do with that blog.. either delete or save it still.. still updating though.. hmm.. the layout blog is never going to delete.. is to edit blogskins..

SEE! I got so many blogs to manage eyh? hahaaa.. oh yea, not to forget, MULTIPLY.. but that one is history.. lol..

2009-07-11T17:52:00.001+08:00

The new officially legally 8teen

Nice knowing you two for 8 years going 9 years!

The new officially legally R21

All the best in horn playing alright!

Oooh, did I forgot to mention? Both my horn juniors are OLDER than me.. Gorsh, I feel soooo young! hahah!

2009-07-08T21:42:00.001+08:00

My Late Birthday Present…
Thank you mom! =)

2009-07-08T21:16:00.001+08:00

Pandangan pertama
Dan senyumanmu
Yang penuh kemesraan
Terukir di ingatan
Tiap detik berlalu
Tak bisa untukku melupakanmu

Setiap ketika ku rasakan
Bayanganmu menemani
Ke mana pun ku pergi
Hingga di dalam lena
Ku masih lagi termimpi-mimpi
Apakah kau pun terasa
Segalanya yang ku rasa

( korus )
Andai ada ruang di hatimu
Inginku menjadi ratumu
Mengecapi cinta Ke akhir usia
Dalam suka Dan di dalam duka
Ingin aku bersamamu Kekasihku

Ku sering tertanya
Beginikah berputiknya cinta
Menghiasi jiwa
Rindu menjadi lagu
Gemersik suaramu ungkapan shahdu
Apakah kau pun begitu
Asyik terkenang diriku

Walau ke hujung dunia
Kekasihku
Walau di hujung waktu
Takkan pudar cintaku
Untukmu

Songlin’s 21st Birthday <3

2009-07-05T14:53:00.001+08:00

AAAAHHHH!! Tired and had loads of fun since Fridayy..

Friday
Didn’t go for class cause I was busy packing my clothes to overnight at Hirda’s house that I forgot to time check.. I finish packing at 8.45am.. and I will never want to have NIFM or –0.5 on my daily grade.. It just look disgusting! hahahah! and so I spend some time at home and went out at 4.30pm to meet Sarimah at Jurong East MRT to go to her house cause she haven’t pack her clothes yet… Went to her house, spend some time chatting with her WHOLE family except for Rahman cause he was in his room… and the mother also complain about that.. I was like, dengar jelarhh.. hahhaa.. Around 8pm we make a move cause Hirda says go buy stuff at Mustaffa Centre… Trained there, meet Hirda and Ridhaus there and shop for stuff… Till around 10.30pm, we went off from the place and off we go to Hirda’s crib… Listen to some damn irritating Korean songs that was the top 10 list… Prepare the chicken for the BBQ… Slept at 2am…

Saturday
I woke up at around 8.30am cause it was too cold and I can’t wait to pee.. I though want to wake them up but all look so tired so I continued reading my book.. They woke up at 11am.. Bathed, breakfast then off to NTUC to buy the remaining stuff… Walk around.. Only to finish our shopping at 1pm.. Back to ‘home’ and prepare the food a.s.a.p and also at the same time we watch MJ’s top 40 songs.. I can’t rmb 3rd.. but 2nd was Billie Jean and 1st was Earth Song.. Nice! By that time JunHao reached and we were waiting for Eugene who SMS-ed reach already… After 30minutes, we just realise that Eugene was STUCK INSIDE THE LIFT!!! LOL!!! Poor brother… hhahaa.. The lone, lonely, loner.. hahah!! After all that, we packed the stuff and off we go to the BBQ pit to set up… We eat and drink a bit while waiting.. and Hirda called…

”Reaching ah?” – Me
”WAIT, Birthday boy go toilet..” – Hirda
”Buat suspend jek!!” – Me

And then we hide and POP the party popper when we reach.. Could see the surprised face from Songlin.. =)
FYI, we were suppose to go for steamboat that was planned by Songlin himself.. Us four girls, Daphne, Hirda, Sarimah and me found it weird cause his birthday and he plan.. so we decided to make surprise for him since he said he wanted to have BBQ at first.. =)
and so, the sabo started, swimming and eating.. it was fun! I hope you enjoy it Songlin.. Much love =)

2009-07-03T15:23:00.001+08:00

With effect from today and until further notice, all students will be required to use only the Foodcourt that is assigned according to the Pod that they are in for that day. Students are to stay out of the other Foodcourts.

The assignment of Foodcourts according to the Pods is as follows:
Foodcourt Assigned
E6, W3, W6 - North Foodcourt
E3, E4, E5, W4, W5 - Lawn Foodcourt
E2, W1, W2 - South Foodcourt

I’ve never like North Foodcourt… =(

2009-07-03T10:33:00.001+08:00

ICE AGE 3 AGAIN AND IT’S STILL AWESOME!!
With some of the awesome people, Daphne, Hirda, Sarimah and Songlin!
From Drag Me to Hell, to Transformers, Back to Drag Me to Hell, to Ice Age 3, back to Drag Me To Hell and Finally Ice Age 3!! HAHA!
I don’t mind watching for the second time cause it is hilarious!! And with two damn loud people, makes it even more fun and laugh harder!

”I’m a lone, lonely, loner…”
”Wow, that’s a lot of loneliness…”
”PRECISELY!”

Before watch the movie, we dinner at Pasta Mania… Had Creamy Chicken Pasta I think cause Sarimah just order for me… WITH A LOT OF CHEESE IS HEAVEN.. hahahah! Shared a lot of stories within us… Window shopped… and then go for ICE AGE 3!
IF ANYONE ASKING ME TO GO WATCH ICE AGE 3 AGAIN, MAYBE I’LL GO AGAIN! hahahha! AWESOME!!

Random pixs in school

Me and HUSS (AWESOME)

Huss

Yu Shan and Leonard

TWO GOONS

KEVAN!!

CRASH THE OLD CALILEE!

PLEASE DON’T THINK DIRTY! hahaha!

JIA HAO! Nicest pic eh?

My nicest picture ever! JUN HAO!

Addicted =P

2009-07-02T00:44:00.001+08:00

Year One:

Timeout Window 1: 9.45 am to 10:05 am

Timeout Window 2: 11.15 am to 12.00 pm [Lunch]

Students shall leave the RP campus at 3.30 p.m.

Year 2:

Timeout Window 1: 10.15 am to 10.35 am

Timeout Window 2: 12.15 pm to 1.00 pm [Lunch]

Students shall leave the RP campus at 4.00 p.m.

Year 3:

Timeout Window 1: 10.45 am to 11.05 am

Timeout Window 2: 1.15 pm to 2.00 pm [Lunch]

Students shall leave the RP campus at 4.30 p.m.

WHAT THE FUCK?

2009-07-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

MU’UUH! YEA YEA!

Watched Ice Age 3 with my sis and my cousin, abg Dimas, instead of KTV-ing like planned.. Lepak, enjoy the cake and bubble tea, and sharing of stories…
It was fun..

MU’UUH!! YEA YEA!!

2009-06-30T00:08:00.001+08:00

RP is might be closing next week…
Crazy poly… Standard, (R)etarded Polytechnic…

2009-06-28T22:01:00.001+08:00

And you can just count how many students in one block…RP is NUTS!

2009-06-28T21:37:00.001+08:00

Scottish Fold Cat Is The Cutest Little Cat Ever!

2009-06-26T23:13:00.001+08:00

I don't really know love
I didn't know it would come to me like this
My heart doesn't act like it wants to in front of my love
If I knew I was going to be like this,
I wouldn't have started in the first place

Like a fool, I am regretting this late
I wished that you wouldn't be my love
I wished that it wouldn't be you
You deceived me, telling me that its not love

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad

I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you

What should I do?
Where did it go wrong?
I need to avoid this love

I wished that you wouldn't be my love
I wished that it wouldn't be you

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad

Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can't contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again,
It makes it even more hard..

2009-06-26T23:10:00.001+08:00

I believed that it couldn’t be, that it wasn’t
There is simply no way that I could be in love with you~
It is just petty jealousy,
I am just feeling lonely
I tried to deceive myself
But now I can't hide from it any longer

I Think I love You
that’s how it seems
Cause I Miss You
when you’re not around
I can’t do anything
I keep thinking about you
If I look at how things are I know

I'm Falling For You
I didn’t realize it
Now I Need You
all the time
Located so deep in my heart
Now I see it is you
Maybe we are not suited to each other
It would be good if we are just friends

From one to ten, we never agree on anything
How can we have a relationship?
People say we won’t be able to do it
I keep saying it
But now I hate to do it any longer

I didn't realize how I felt about you
Why couldn't I see?
It was right in front of me
That whole time you were right next to me
Why is it now that I finally see that it is love?

2009-06-25T22:38:00.001+08:00

Your Silence hides a lot of your unhappiness with what's around you.
You've suffered a great great loss and as such,
while others might catch you laughing and smiling from time to time,
you have a lot of hatred for their happiness.
You just want to be happy again.

2009-06-25T21:13:00.001+08:00

Fuck my life…
One by one perangai macam chibai…